[Verse 1]
Mind splitting sideways, decisions collide,
Normally decisive, now I’m stuck in the divide,
Used to cut clean lines, never question the slice,
Now I stare at the blade like it’s betting my life.
Thoughts stacking heavy, got a backlog of weight,
Every option got teeth, every door got a gate,
I been calm under fire, now the fire debate
Got my pulse in a chokehold, heartbeat vibrate.
I don’t fear consequence, I fear hesitation,
Living in the pause is a slow suffocation,
I been the hammer, the wedge, the separation,
Now the fracture inside me demand explanation.
Pressure on my spine like the sky coming down,
Still standing upright while it tries to compound,
They think doubt is a weakness, I call it a scan,
Every angle inspected before I expand.
[Chorus]
Feel like my heart is in a vice,
Made a list, checkin it once, checking twice,
Why am I being so indecisive,
When I’m normally so divisive?
Feel like I got this massive weight upon my shoulder,
The light of the world, it grows colder,
But this fire in my heart, it still smoulders.
Yeah, it flickers but it won’t depart,
Crushed by the pressure, still guarding the spark.
[Verse 2]
Now I’m doubling tempo, syllables scatter,
Normally I sever, now I analyze patterns,
Every move got a ripple, every choice got a crater,
You don’t see the math when you ask why I’m waiting.
I been ruthless with endings, surgical exits,
Now I replay the echoes of permanent seconds,
Indecision ain’t fear, it’s respect for the damage,
Some lines change the map when you cross ‘em and vanish.
I been villain and hero in roles I outgrew,
Every choice left a body of what I didn’t choose,
I don’t freeze at the fork ‘cause I’m scared to move,
I pause ‘cause I know what commitment can do.
Weight on my shoulders, vertebrae screaming,
Cold creeping in while the world keeps freezing,
But the heat in my chest still fight for breathing,
That ember don’t lie, it’s the reason I’m leaning.
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Wait—
This ain’t doubt, this is foresight,
Standing at the edge of a before-and-after life,
If I choose, something dies tonight,
If I don’t, I decay in indecision, right?
So I breathe through the vice, let it tighten my grip,
If it hurts, it’s proof that I’m built for the shift.
[Verse 3]
Now I’m done negotiating with fear in my head,
If the weight’s on my shoulders, I’ll walk it ahead,
I don’t need certainty, I need intent,
Even wrong turns still pay in momentum.
Cold world closing in, frost in the frame,
But the fire in my chest still call my name,
They mistook my pause for a break in my flame,
I was sharpening resolve in the eye of the strain.
I don’t crack under vice, I compress and evolve,
Turn pressure to torque, let the system resolve,
If the choice cuts deep, I accept the scar,
Better bleed forward than rot where you are.
Final breath, final step, final spark,
I don’t wait for the light—I ignite the dark,
Heart in a vice, still beating hard,
That’s how you know I ain’t fallen apart.
[Chorus]
Mr_Mundy
