Straight up no chaser

[Pre Chorus] EyeYawnnaaaaaa

Intro: ooooo

Verse 1: This EyeYawnna and I got some thangs to say.I am more prone to bein disliked due to my delivery but I rather than than be fake. the realest people are the most hated and for that I can stand..I’m in my self discovery stage coming to terms with shit staying in my own lane

Love my Bro Nic. He got me and I got him

Gotta make it clear tho sometimes what I think differs from him what I say is what I mean and what I stand on. Talking 10 toes deep came to terms with my self and I no longer gotta bleed

I don’t gotta hold it in I can let it all be released

Can’t always bite my tongue for folks

if it offends THEN it OFFENDS ( straight up)

Can’t just sit around bein fake and phony

If I don’t even know if the level of trust I had is valid enough to win To win this feeling that I don’t know my own fam.. Can see a nerve was Struck by the Reactions we got from the fam

Everybody Deflecting and trying to DEFEND But I also DEFEND what I stand for I’ll defend my self and my child to the end I’ll defend all my siblings even the ones with no fight left from within From a sister I barley grew up with , a brother who was HELL bound his whole life and Nic who got a bad rep growin up. we all carry strength and weight So I’m fighting for my people regardless what people say My delivery may be wrong at times but the reasoning behind what I fight for be on point I’m talking shitty sharp. Even if I’m expressing in ways that aren’t best polished

but to be honest people relate more to realness.

Can’t be mad I caught into it.

Had to speak about it and music my lane

Been noticing things, did my RE search , and went back to where it all began

See the thing with me is I’ve always been self aware Don’t understand why avoidance is a dominant trait within our folks down here

But With my self discovery comes . Acceptance and forgiveness. But that’s fully on my healin process

not gonna rush or pretend shit and with that I’m ok with cutting my losses

been thru enough of my own life problems to know my resilience

Got thru shit some way some how

Wonder why all my growth came from outside sources

older folks love me. The way I connect is strong

Had an older woman take me in as her own, taught me to drive at age 21

Remember she would take me to practice everyday after work. makin sure Im comfortable for my test

God sent me that woman. I felt blessed

I’m not a lost cause. I got most my priorities in check .

My intentions are never to hurt but to attest ( straight up NO CHASER)

And with truth comes honesty

That’s my Angie quality ( Yup Ang)

Regardless the terms because of her I got this side to me that protects me from bullshit

So agin don’t be mad I caught up into it ( yup)

I’m analytic and expressive in my own way

But for the sake of loving myself I refuse to be played . Won’t play about me no more.

I Wanna love on me in the best ways

Don’t really care what anyone else gotta say