[Verse 1]
I got side effects
From the hurt you caused
Hands on my ribs
Like a warning card
I smile at noon
Then I fold by night
Same old scene
Running through my mind
You say, let it go
Like it’s nothing now
But you left a fire
That won’t go out
I try to be soft
I try to be kind
Still I taste that smoke
Every damn time
[Pre-Chorus]
I want to forgive you
But you won’t hear me
I keep on saying it
You keep on missing me
You tell me
Stop living in the past
But my mind goes back
Too fast, too fast
[Chorus]
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
All the hate you gave me
(All the hate you gave me)
I want to forgive you
I want to forgive you
But you won’t hear me
You won’t hear me
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
Every word you threw
At my heart, at my heart
[Verse 2]
I see your face
In a crowded room
And my whole chest locks
Like it knows the tune
You call it small
You call it old
But old pain lives
In the body still
I’ve got names for the cuts
That never showed
Cold in the grin
And sharp in the tone
I learned to breathe
With a split in my soul
Now I sing it loud
Just to keep control
[Pre-Chorus]
I want to forgive you
But you won’t hear me
I keep on saying it
You keep on missing me
You tell me
Stop living in the past
But my mind goes back
Too fast, too fast
[Chorus]
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
All the hate you gave me
(All the hate you gave me)
I want to forgive you
I want to forgive you
But you won’t hear me
You won’t hear me
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
Every word you threw
At my heart, at my heart
[Bridge]
Maybe I’m tired
Maybe I’m torn
Maybe I’m carrying
More than I was born to hold
If I let it go
Would I lose my name?
Or do I burn it down
Just to feel safe again?
[Breakdown]
Hear me now
Hear me now
I’m still here
I’m still here
I wanted peace
I wanted peace
But you turned pain
Into a disease
[Final Chorus]
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
All the hate you gave me
(All the hate you gave me)
I want to forgive you
I want to forgive you
But you won’t hear me
You won’t hear me
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
Every word you threw
At my heart, at my heart
I can’t stop replaying
I can’t stop replaying
I’m not healed yet
But I’m still alive