(Verse 1)
I lit a match just to feel some fire
You lit a smile, but you’re a liar
Said you’d stay, but silence screams much louder
And every night, I sink a little deeper
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(Pre-Chorus)
I swore I’d never call you drunk again
But here I am, phone in my hand
Tellin’ myself it’s just pretend
But God, I’d give it all to feel your skin
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(Chorus)
'Cause I’m fallin’ again, fallin’ too fast
Breakin’ apart like shattered glass
Thought I was strong, thought I was whole
But I lose myself when I lose control
Yeah, I’m fallin’ again – back in your trap
Tasted your love, can’t come back
Heaven or hell, I’ll pay the toll
I just can’t stop when I lose control
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(Verse 2)
You said, “Baby, don’t be so dependent”
But love was the drug, and you were the entrance
Every touch was a hit I can’t forget
Now I'm high on the memory and full of regret
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(Pre-Chorus)
You haunt my bed, you own my pain
I chase the ghost, but you ain’t the same
And I hate the way you say my name
'Cause it pulls me in like pouring rain
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(Chorus)
And I’m fallin’ again, fallin’ too fast
Burnin’ it down, stuck in the past
Told all my friends I’d let you go
But I’m not myself when I lose control
Yeah, I’m fallin’ again – into the flame
I swear you and chaos wear the same name
Heaven or hell, I’ll pay the toll
I just can’t stop when I lose control
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(Bridge – soft, stripped down)
Tell me, do you feel it too?
Or am I the only fool?
Drownin’ in what used to be
You let go, but it still holds me
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(Final Chorus – explosive)
I’m fallin’ again, deeper each time
Your love’s a curse that tastes like wine
I break my heart just for your soul
'Cause I can’t breathe when I lose control
Yeah, I’m fallin’ again – no end in sight
Your name’s a war I can’t rewrite
Heaven or hell, I’ll pay the toll
But I need your touch…
to lose control.