Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Daytime
I button my shame
Collar straight
Coffee in hand
Call me “Doctor
” shake all their palms
They clap for the calm in my plans
Nighttime
I unhook my guard
Tie on the habits that scar
Slide through the cracks in my mind
Say I’ll be back by dark
[Chorus]
I got two lives
One skin
Holy outside
Hell within
I keep rising
Then I slip
Halo in the morning
Poison on my lips
I got two lives
One skin
Clean white coat
Stained remission
Still I’m breathing
So I guess
Survival is my only superstition
[Verse 2]
Pictures on bookshelves
Framed
Look like I handled it all
But some of my chapters burn
Hidden in bathroom stalls
I toast to the bruises I hid
Laugh at the ghost in the glass
Kiss every scar like a dare
Praying this night will pass
[Chorus]
I got two lives
One skin
Holy outside
Hell within
I keep rising
Then I slip
Halo in the morning
Poison on my lips
I got two lives
One skin
Clean white coat
Stained remission
Still I’m breathing
So I guess
Survival is my only superstition
[Bridge]
Tell me
Which one is real?
The one who saves or needs saving?
Can I stitch these selves together
Or am I always changing
Breaking? (oh)
[Chorus]
I got two lives
One skin
Holy outside
Hell within
I keep rising
Then I slip
Halo in the morning
Poison on my lips
I got two lives
One skin
But I’m learning how to listen
To the part of me that lived
Not the part that loved the prison
[Outro]
Daytime
I button my shame
Night falls
I face it again
Maybe two lives
One skin
Is just the shape of how I win
Style
dark alt-pop ballad with intimate male vocals over pulsing synth bass and sparse drums. verses stay hushed and confessional with dry vocalsubtle piano echoes. chorus blooms with wider reverbstacked harmoniesand a heavier low end that swells then drops out for impact. bridge strips back to voice and a single pad before the final chorus hits with extra ad-libs and a slightly brighter top-line.
Prompt
I survived many things, abuse, addiction, I almost live to lives I have my doctorate and very profession in work day, but I night and weekends I am bad
Credits
Prompt byBostonDJ
GeneratedApr 1, 2026
ModelAria v5
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