Why Me?

As I sit and see the time go by…..

I feel the heat bubble up inside (deep inside)

The warmth got me mesmerized….and lights up the darkness pent up inside (oh rise)

I ponder on what was said and done (not fun)

It used to be three then two then one now none (damn)

Alone in the dark gave me that spark (whew)

But now I am healing picking the pieces up…part to part (thats art)

I thought that I would stay low…..but thats not how this will go…..(oh no)

I feel my mind goin round and round…..

But i finally feel my feet on the ground (ground ground)

I even got used to catastrophe….(why me?)

I was so used to seeing the glass half empty (hmm)

But I now know that isnt me….

So now Ive picked myself back up roaming nice and free (thats destiny)

So…

Why me?

Why me?

Why did I have to go down to feel misery? (why?)

Why me?

Why me?

The answer is a mystery……

Why me?

Why me?

Why did I couldnt I be dripped down in ecstasy (why not?)

Why me?

Why me?

Theres still live to live so now imma live my destiny….

I ponder on all the trials and errors…

They used to give me pain and night terrors….(so scary)

I found it hard to be the real me….

But now i finally can live authentically…(thats right)

Step by step and nice and slow….

When we hit a low….how far can it go?

I felt myself sinking in…….(the sunken place)

But i picked myself back up and gave myself grace……….(i know my place)

I see the light its so warm and bright….(like my future)

I want to fly high like im on the rise…….(on the rise)

Are you ready to come with me?

Live in your destiny? (come with me!)

Let the sorrows go…you already know….( how this gotta go)

Let go of the need to control the seed…..(no need)

Let it grow in its own and watch how far it goes…..( like your future)

No more hiding the sorrows and pain (thats a drain)

Erase the pressure from your brain (its insane)

Once that takes place no more saying….

Why me?

Why me?

Why did I have to go down to feel misery? (why?)

Why me?

Why me?

The answer is a mystery……

Why me?

Why me?

Why did I couldnt I be dripped down in ecstasy (why not?)

Why me?

Why me?

Theres still live to live so now imma live my destiny….

Why me?

Why me?

Why did I have to go down to feel misery? (why?)

Why me?

Why me?

The answer is a mystery……

Why me?

Why me?

Why did I couldnt I be dripped down in ecstasy (why not?)

Why me?

Why me?

Theres still live to live so now imma live my destiny….

The days go by and im on the rise…

I feel as lucky as a prize…

No more hiding deep inside….

I stand up tall and feel the rise…..(of my confidence, poise, elegance)

No more hiding….

No more fighting…

No more saying….why me?