Insane feeling

Dear diary, what do you do when you feel dead inside, you feel devoid of all life in general?

There's really nothing to write about today, I just don't know how to feel at all.

I'm so exhausted,for crying out loud I can't think straight!! Over the 18 years I've lived, I loathe the idea of living another day.

This world I've had to grow up in can drive a person freaking insane!!

EVERYONE IS INSANE! EVERYONE IS INSANE!

I hope my children never read this, and if they do that means I'm 6 feet under...

Sincerely, mom