it was hard
to see
you and her
on new years
like i never mattered
flirting in front
of my eyes
where everyone
could see
even me
and God
why
why
why
why
why
why
did you mess with me
told you never wanted anything
serious
so it was
her
knowing you wanted her
knowing you needed her
where everyone could see
why
why
why
why
why
why
why
i’m glad that i found out
but it
no lie that
hurts
i’m front my eyes
i was disgusted
but relieved
at the same time
i held
everything back
thank God
for his grace and mercy
or i catch a case
thank you God
for keeping me
as you walked out the door together
why
why
why
why
why
why
it was hard
to see you and her
on new years
like i never mattered
flirting in front of my eyes
where everyone
could see
even me and God
why
why
why
why
why
why