I Got My “Why”

it was hard

to see

you and her

on new years

like i never mattered

flirting in front

of my eyes

where everyone

could see

even me

and God

why

why

why

why

why

why

did you mess with me

told you never wanted anything

serious

so it was

her

knowing you wanted her

knowing you needed her

where everyone could see

why

why

why

why

why

why

why

i’m glad that i found out

but it

no lie that

hurts

i’m front my eyes

i was disgusted

but relieved

at the same time

i held

everything back

thank God

for his grace and mercy

or i catch a case

thank you God

for keeping me

as you walked out the door together

why

why

why

why

why

why

it was hard

to see you and her

on new years

like i never mattered

flirting in front of my eyes

where everyone

could see

even me and God

why

why

why

why

why

why