If they knew

Mind keeps racing on a track that don’t exists  fast Track at speeds unknown  escaping is not possible  if they knew what would they say as a child I often thought this not any thing bad. But it was like if they knew I had no dad at home or when he was there was worldly things going on , things one really should not mention , if they only knew would they bully you more, if they only knew  what they were doing to you if they only knew I was just wanting to be cool like you if they only knew on my knees I prayed for you if they only knew I did with out , I’d do any thing for you if they only knew the tears I cried for you if they only knew would they still bully you to get caught up in lie that identifies you 

only the One true creator identified you and what you are made to produce the only true identity comes from him ,  what you produced comes from you  , so distractions added  to the confusion , products meant for Destruction seek holiness practice grace have mercy in this place the God of yesterday is the same god of today  what he did then he’s doing now trust the process even if you already know glory be to God in every situation the Great I Am The One who  is The almighty Creator of all , the king of kings  Lord the Lords , Father the Son and the Great Holy Spirit 

Blues, house