Ink & Drugs (F Love)

Intro)
Yeah…
Uh…
Love got me f*cked up…
Turn me to a savage…
Look…

(Hook)
F love, yeah that shit turned me numb
Got your name tatted, I was dumb, I was young
Now I’m popping all these pills tryna feel something
Heart so cold, I don’t feel nothin’

F love, you was switching for the thrill
Said it was forever, now I know it wasn’t real
Got your name on me, I can’t even sit still
Every time I see it, yeah it give me chills

(Verse 1)
I was all in, you was halfway out
I was screaming your name, you was chasing the clout
Now I’m riding through the city with the pain and the doubt
Got a bottle in my hand, tryna drown it all out

You said “ride or die,” yeah you lied to my face
Now I see the truth every time I hit the brakes
Flashbacks hitting hard, I can’t even escape
Got your name on my skin, I can’t even erase

I was giving you my soul, you was giving me stress
Now I’m living like a demon, I ain’t feeling my chest
Heartbeat slow, yeah I’m feeling less
Love turned war, now I’m dressed in a vest

(Pre-Hook)
I don’t trust nobody, yeah I learned it the hard way
Love turned fake, now I’m stuck in a dark place
Tattoo on my body, but I wish I could erase
Every single memory, every second, every day

(Hook)
F love, yeah that shit turned me numb
Got your name tatted, I was dumb, I was young
Now I’m popping all these pills tryna feel something
Heart so cold, I don’t feel nothin’

F love, you was switching for the thrill
Said it was forever, now I know it wasn’t real
Got your name on me, I can’t even sit still
Every time I see it, yeah it give me chills

(Verse 2)
Late nights, I’m thinking ‘bout the times that we had
Now I’m sitting all alone and it’s making me mad
You was texting other dudes while I’m calling you “bae”
Now I’m turning all this love into hate every day

I been sipping, I been smoking, I been losing control
Tryna patch a broken heart, but it’s taking a toll
You left scars so deep, yeah they eating my soul
Now I’m out here going crazy, I ain’t feeling whole

Demons in my head, they be screaming your name
I be going insane, I got nobody to blame
I gave you everything, you just gave me the pain
Now the tattoo on my body just a mark of the shame

(Bridge)
Yeah…
You turned me cold
You turned me reckless
Love got me damaged
Now I’m moving aggressive

(Verse 3)
Now it’s “f love,” I ain’t falling again
If she say she loyal, I ain’t calling her friend
Put my heart in a grave, I ain’t trusting again
Got me fighting my demons, I ain’t losing again

I remember all the nights, you was holding me close
Now you just another memory I hate the most
Tried to give you my world, you just gave me a ghost
Now I’m raising my guard, I ain’t loving no more

Thinking ‘bout the ink, yeah it stuck for life
Like the pain in my chest every day and night
You ain’t just break me, yeah you changed my life
Now I’m living too fast, I don’t care if I die

(Outro)
Yeah…
F love…
Tattoo still there… pain still real…
But I’m still breathing… barely…

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