Venom In My Veins

Wake up to the void in my rib cage

Same walls, same war, just a new rage

Smile on my face like a cheap mask

Heart heavy like it's handcuffed to my past

Dark thoughts doing laps in my skull, they sprint

Every good thing come with blood and a print

Trust? That’s a loan that I never got back

Love? That’s a road that collapsed into black

I got venom in my veins, I can taste it

Dripping through the cracks in a heart that you wasted

Life feel cold when the sun don’t rise

All this pain turn the truth to lies

Venom in my veins, I can’t shake it (can’t shake)

Crawling through my soul till it’s vacant

If I burn, I burn in the rain

Drowning in the dark, yeah, surviving on pain

Friends turned ghosts, they don’t leave notes

Just silence, and echoes of old jokes

Mom praying that I find me a way out

I’m just tryna find a reason not to fade out

Bottle on the nightstand, staring like a dare

Scars on my arm spell “life ain’t fair”

Still, I breathe, even when it cut deep

Turn every nightmare to heat when I speak (yeah)

I got venom in my veins, I can taste it

Dripping through the cracks in a heart that you wasted

Life feel cold when the sun don’t rise

All this pain turn the truth to lies

Venom in my veins, I can’t shake it (can’t shake)

Crawling through my soul till it’s vacant

If I burn, I burn in the rain

Drowning in the dark, yeah, surviving on pain