Up off the floor

I thought I've been in love, but I haven't melted before; I've been knocked down, but not picked up off the floor; I've been lost, didn't know which way to turn; Ive been lied to, so now my trust must be earned; I've stood atop of the bridge, debating whether to jump, I sat and pondered if Id survive if I jumped; I had a savior call at that time, called me a survivor, and said I'd be just fine;

I've had my heart broke, apparently I was the was joke; so I've walked alone, just like that green day song; no holding hands unless it's my t or my j; so pardon if I take all of your niceness the wrong way; I've been a shadow in someone else's world; but my my mother always told me that the world is yours; so I picked myself up off the floor; I saw the light and then I went right through that door; told the pain and sorrow no you can't stay with me no more; so I'll take that extra time just to be sure;