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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Fourteen years, I wore your name
Like a crown made of glass
I held the whole world up
While you held me in the past
I learned your wounds by heart
I fed your ghosts by hand
You called it love, called it fate
I called it understand
I bent my spine for you
I swallowed every slight
Played the loyal one too long
Now I see it in the light
You were never up there
I put you where you stood
I built a throne from my own bones
You just took what you could
[Pre-Chorus]
Then the floor gave out
And you watched me fall
No warning
No shame at all
[Chorus]
Rude awakening
You threw me in the fire
Rude awakening
You fed that old liar
I was all in, all in
You left me black and blue
Rude awakening
Now I’m done with you
[Verse 2]
I remember every promise
Every “we,” every “always”
Now it hits like broken glass
On those long dead days
You smiled like a safe place
Talked soft, wore a mask
I was carrying both our weight
You were never built to last
And the worst part?
I still hear your voice
Saying “stay right here”
Like I had a choice
But love ain’t worship
And pain ain’t proof
I was praying for a home
You were making one from soot
[Pre-Chorus]
Then the floor gave out
And you watched me fall
No warning
No shame at all
[Chorus]
Rude awakening
You threw me in the fire
Rude awakening
You fed that old liar
I was all in, all in
You left me black and blue
Rude awakening
Now I’m done with you
[Bridge]
I don’t hate you
I hate what I became
Knee-deep in the ashes
Still calling your name
But I found my pulse
In the smoke you made
I’m clawing out alive
From the mess you laid
[Final Chorus]
Rude awakening
You threw me in the fire
Rude awakening
You fed that old liar
I was all in, all in
You left me black and blue
Rude awakening
Now I’m done with you
Rude awakening
I’m done with you
Details
GeneratedMay 11, 2026
Duration3:01
LanguageEnglish
Style
Rap with hard-hitting boom-bap drums, grimy swung hi-hats, and a tense minor-key piano loop; verse rides tight and conversational, pre-chorus narrows to clipped drums and bass, chorus hits with stacked ad-libs and a blunt chant hook. Add reverse cymbal swells into each drop, tape-stop stutters on the hook word, and a cold, punchy mix with close-mic lead and low gang doubles on the refrain., rap
Credits
Prompt byUltraGhost960
ModelAria v5.5
Prompt
Rude awakening after placing someone you loved more than yourself on a pedestal for 14 years for them to throw you out in a pit of fire, rap
