[Verse 1]
Come on! come on!
Just let me release,
All of these trash feelings,
Come on now,
I want that dopamine,
Just let it flow through me,
As the hard feelings leave,
Oh wait!
Now that it's over,
Now that it's gone,
I kinda sorta really,
Wanna end my life,
Because of how terrible I am,
[Chorus]
How hard is it to be a normal teen?
How hard is it to just be free,
I watch other teens live so easily,
When the thoughts in my head,
Make me want to end up dead,
Because I can't escape,
From these thoughts or feelings,
That make me hate myself to death,
Oh how do I call that living happily?
How can I learn to love me? (Mmm m mmm)
[Verse 2]
Oh when I felt you bust,
That's when I knew,
That I lost the sense of lust,
No longer had hearts in my eyes,
But now I just despise myself,
Or the person I am right now,
Because I could've been so much,
More than a dirty little whore (could bleep)
Who's just asking for more,
Just to feel a little more happy,
And a little less sappy,
[Chorus]
How hard is it to be a normal teen?
How hard is it to just be free,
I watch other teens live so easily,
When the thoughts in my head,
Make me want to end up dead,
Because I can't escape,
From these thoughts or feelings,
That make me hate myself to death,
Oh how do I call that living happily?
How can I learn to love me? (Mmm m mmm)
[Verse 3]
I find myself stuck on,
These super erotic fantasies,
But please don't tell anyone,
Or they're gonna hate me,
I swear I'm only into them when,
That phase comes on,
I swear it makes me different,
That's not who I really am!
Oh please don't judge me,
[Chorus]
How hard is it to be a normal teen?
How hard is it to just be free,
I watch other teens live so easily,
When the thoughts in my head,
Make me want to end up dead,
Because I can't escape,
From these thoughts or feelings,
That make me hate myself to death,
Oh how do I call that living happily?
How can I learn to love me? (Mmm m mmm)
