Sad

Verse 1

I wake up tired of breathing

Like air’s just something I owe

My mirror keeps on staring

Like it knows what I don’t

I laugh when it’s convenient

I nod like I’m okay

But my head is way too loud

For how quiet I stay

Pre-Chorus

I don’t know when I disappeared

I was here, now I’m not

I learned how to feel nothing

So it wouldn’t hurt as much

Chorus

I don’t feel sad

I don’t feel fine

I’m just killing time

Inside my mind

I don’t cry

I don’t scream

I just fade out

In between

I’m alive

But it feels pretend

Like I stopped being me

And no one noticed when

Verse 2

My phone lights up like it matters

But I don’t answer at all

I’m scared if I start talking

I won’t stop and I’ll fall

Everyone says “you’re doing great”

Guess I got good at the lie

If this is what growing up is

Why do I feel left behind?

Pre-Chorus

I keep all my thoughts on mute

So they don’t ruin the room

I smile just enough

To not make anyone worry about you

Chorus

I don’t feel sad

I don’t feel fine

I’m just killing time

Inside my mind

I don’t cry

I don’t scream

I just fade out

In between

I’m alive

But it feels pretend

Like I stopped being me

And no one noticed when

Bridge (very soft, almost whispered)

If I disappear for a while

Would it even change a thing?

Or am I just background noise

In everybody’s scene?

I don’t wanna die

I just don’t wanna feel

Like I’m stuck on pause

And nothing here is real

Outro

So I breathe in

And I breathe out

Like that’s all I’m good at now

Still here

Still blank

Still waiting

To feel something again.