Don’t cry when you feel that quiet in the room
I’m closer than you think, I promise you
Heaven ain’t so far, it’s just a breath away
I see every smile, I hear every prayer you say
There’s a little screen up here, plays my favorite show
Y’all laughing in the kitchen, moving life along
I wish I could tell you I never really left
I just learned how to love you without the weight
Chorus
I ran straight into Jesus’ arms
No more fear and no more scars
And for the first time I could stay
I finally held my babies, didn’t have to let go
He wiped my tears, said, “Child, you’re home”
Tell my heart it’s okay to rest
I’m whole, I’m free, I’m finally blessed
Verse 2
I watch Mama when she thinks no one can see
Daddy staring out the window talking to me
Tell them I’m proud of the way they stand
Even when the world feels like sinking sand
I see their strength, I see their pain
I wish they knew I don’t hurt anymore, not a single day
I sit beside them in the late night quiet
I wrap them up in peace when the tears start fighting
Chorus
I ran straight into Jesus’ arms
No more needles, no alarms
Every prayer led me here
I finally held my babies, felt their heartbeat slow
Heaven sang when I said hello
Tell my heart it’s okay to rest
I’m whole, I’m free, I’m finally blessed
Verse 3
I was there for every first breath drawn
Every miracle the day your babies were born
I stood right there when they cried out loud
I kissed their heads, I whispered proud
I’m the shadow walking just behind
Your kids, your boys, every piece of mine
When they laugh, when they fall, when they pray at night
That’s me reminding them they’re gonna be alright
Bridge
When you feel a chill or a sudden calm
Or a peace you can’t explain come on strong
That’s just me checking in, passing through
Guardian wings wrapped around you
Heaven trusted me with that job
Loving them is sacred work from God
Final Chorus
I ran straight into Jesus’ arms
Where there’s no pain and no alarm
Where every broken thing gets new
I finally held my babies, and I hold you too
Through every hard thing you’ll make it through
Don’t say goodbye, say “see you then”
I’ll be watching till we meet again
Outro
So live loud, love deep, don’t be afraid
I’ll see you on the other side of every hard day
Just look up when your heart feels stressed
I’m home… but I’m not gone… not yet 🤍