[Style - I want a soft rock track that balances acoustic emotion with some distorted lift in the chorus. Think raw vulnerability, but with that cinematic swell. Emotional — not aggressive. A soundtrack for a breakdown, but poetic]
[Verse 1]
Wake up, same pain, different day
Tryna outrun the voices but they never fade
Smile on the surface, rage underneath
Numb myself just to find some peace
Burnt-out bridges, nowhere to turn
Wounds so deep, they forget to burn
Everyone says I’ll be just fine
But I’ve been lying every single time
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[Pre-Chorus]
Silhouettes of who I used to be
Staring back with broken memories
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[Chorus]
I don’t seem to give a fuck
About anything or anyone at all
No one here to save me while I fall
Tell me I’m okay
Tell me I’m just fucked up in my head
Living in delusion’s web instead
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[Verse 2]
I scream at the walls but they echo lies
My reflection looks dead behind the eyes
Tried to heal but the scars just spread
Got so much to say, but I choke instead
Tired of acting like I’m strong
I’ve been dying slow all along
They say time heals — that’s a myth
All it does is help me forget what I missed
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[Pre-Chorus]
And I still pretend I’m not afraid
But this house of hurt is where I stay
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[Chorus]
I don’t seem to give a fuck
About anything or anyone at all
No one here to save me while I fall
Tell me I’m okay
Tell me I’m just fucked up in my head
Living in delusion’s web instead
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[Bridge – haunting, building]
If I vanish, would they notice?
Or just write it off as weakness, focus
On the version they created
While the real me stays sedated
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[Breakdown – heavy guitars crash in]
Take the pills, take the pain
Still I rot inside my brain
This ain’t sadness, this is war
But I don’t know what I’m fighting for
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[Final Chorus – screamed, powerful]
I don’t seem to give a fuck
About anything or anyone at all
No one here to save me while I fall
Tell me I’m okay
Tell me I’m just fucked up in my head
Trapped inside delusion’s thread
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[Outro – soft and broken]
Just tell me…
I’m okay…
Even if it’s all pretend…
Just lie to me…
Till the end…
RusManTv
