[Verse 1]
House still full of your habits
Coffee ring on the nightstand
You’re here in every corner
But your eyes were in another land
You said the dark felt louder
Than anything I could say
I held your shaking shoulders
You just stared a thousand miles away
[Chorus]
I lost you to the ghost in your head
Fighting shadows I could never press back
You were right here
But already dead
Torn apart in a war I couldn’t track
I’m screaming at a storm I can’t threaten
Reaching for a hand that’s gone
I lost you to the ghost in your head
But I’m the one left holding on
[Verse 2]
Pills lined up like a countdown
Blue and white on the bathroom sink
You swore you’d try again tomorrow
Tomorrow slipped right through the brink
You carved your fear in the drywall
Nails and tears
Every sleepless night
I wrapped your wrists in my promise
You wrapped your mind in another fight
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register] You said
“It’s not you
It’s this”
Like a muzzle round your thoughts
I would’ve torn it from your skull
If love could cut these knots
[growled] I raged at every mirror
But it never bled
Never broke
[clean vocals
Soaring] You were drowning in the deep end
And I just held your coat
[Chorus]