Notes song3

Death notes are the best notes to write all of my pain an spite away so Im sitting here tonight to try get it out an say my thoughts on life but is it really right with all these stupid fucking notes, all these mad notes, sad notes, bad notes, glad notes, every little note gets stuck inside my head, and if i let it out, you make me wish that I was dead, all these stupid fucking notes always stuck inside my head, but you know just how it goes. bad thoughts are getting bled with pain and worries then i dug the dirt i dig till the lines get blurry, loved ones getting hurt but I aimed to hurt me, my head keeps rushing till my thoughts a flurry, minds so fucked up I just keep wishing for the end, but then somebody hurts me an I go through it again