Leland

How the fuck did he get so bad it was all good just a week ago tripping off the speed and which time pass. It’s just too fast. I’m gonna need a fo eight years. Still missing back. I miss him bad I need you bro. I ain’t been the same that you passed why you have to leave me bro same question. I’ve been had I guess some things we don’t need to know momma said she’s still praying for me. Lord knows I need it bro when he was alive so was that you died heartbeat went slow nowadays just getting slower. I don’t even know if it’s beaten bro same people to wanna judge have you yet to see a subpoena, bro, and the same people that want to judge couldn’t walk out of my sneakers, bro I hate to say it but the way things going it won’t be long before I see you, bro. I never death a part of life. Just hate to see my people go.

An energy you’ve been gone for a while. I still miss seeing your smile. I know you’ve been gone for a minute. There’s a reason that I just don’t get it. I would do anything to see your face. I would do anything to see your face again. I would do anything to be OK. I don’t think that I’ll ever be OK again. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I do I could be with you. I will be with you with you.

It’s been eight years people saying you should be past that hasn’t been that long. My wounds ain’t even scabbed yet still waking up at the dreams, crying and mad at all the times we were supposed to have and never had that never got to see your kids never got to be your best man. All these suggestions to fail the work try to drown in the alcohol just felt it worse trying to think of a good times just felt the hurt lately. I’ve bench drinking smoking back to back. I’m at the bottom of the bottle and I’m on my second pack. Seeing Josie lose Chris refresh the pain for Matt. I’ll be feeling like the 12 at the bus got clapped and as they rest in peace, I can’t rest sleep. It’s hard to cope with death, but what’s really stressing me is I’m pessimistic again Ponman who’s next standing on Matt‘s grave wonder who’s next no joke for 18 that shit would be hunting and they got two kids, but death ain’t got a conscience and grandma had a promise. She still died from the cancer. It’s got really exist It’s fun to believe the Santa.

I know you’ve been gone for a while. I still miss seeing your smile. I know you’ve been gone for a minute. There’s a reason that I just don’t get it. I would do anything to see your face. I would do anything to see your face again. I would do anything to be OK. I don’t think that I’ll ever be OK again. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I do I could be with you. I will be with you with you.