I should be done with you
I know I should
You say you’re trying, say you need time
Same old cycles in a new disguise
I see the pattern, I know the game
I still stay when you say my name
I know better, I feel the truth
Every red flag leads back to you
I see the ending, still I wait
Like I’m wired to recreate
I should be done with you
But like an addict, I stay
Keep coming back to the damage
Even when I know the pain
You keep saying that you’re trying
But trying’s just your excuse
When you do it over and over
It’s not growth, it’s just you
Addict, addict…
I stay, I stay…
Trying, trying…
You don’t change
You used my love like it was free
Like I’d just bend indefinitely
Made me feel disrespected, then pulled me close
And somehow I still want you most
You only beg when I pull away
Only fight when I don’t stay
I hate that it still works
How you touch me through the hurt
I know better, I see it clear
But clarity don’t kill what’s here
You’re the habit I can’t break
Even knowing what you take
I should be done with you
But like an addict, I stay
Keep coming back to the damage
Even when I know the pain
You keep saying that you’re trying
But trying’s just your excuse
When you do it over and over
It’s not growth, it’s just you
This isn’t healing, it’s repetition
A cycle dressed up as connection
I call it hope, but it’s control
And you keep feeding what I don’t
I should be done with you
Yeah, I know, I know
But every time I let go
I still go back to you
Like an addict… I stay