back to you!

I lit a cigarette I don't even smoke

Just needed to feel the burn in my throat

Staring at walls like they're speaking your name

You left, but somehow I’m still the one to blame

Everyone says it gets better with time

But the clocks all stopped when you said goodbye

And I try to move, but my soul won’t shift

You're the wound that I can't stitch

And I keep falling back to you

Like the tide to the moon, nothing I can do

Every scar just spells your name

Every night, I lose the game

Tried to forget, but the truth cuts through—

I only fall deeper… back to you

Hanging on by nothing but a strand of hope,

Praying God tells me why we broke.

I wrote a goodbye I never sent,

Scared that you'd read it and just forget.

So I stay on the edge, one foot on the floor,

Still hoping you’ll knock on my door.