[Verse 1]
You said you love me
Then you lied in my face
Phone on your chest
I could feel the mistake
Saw his name flash
You froze in the doorway
All of our plans
Drain out in a moment
I gave you everything
Still you went and you chose him
Now I'm just pacing
In rooms that we kissed in
First time we touched
Yeah, I thought it was different
Guess I was drunk
On a story you scripted
[Chorus]
First kiss, last nerve
I gave you my best, you gave me your worst
Now I'm staring at my worth like
Is it even worth life?
Say I'm not enough, that cuts deep
I been fighting with the thought I should just leave
But I won't let your lies be the last word
First kiss, last nerve
[Verse 2]
I still see us
In that old back seat
You laughed too loud
Put your hands on me
You said, “It’s us
Til we’re grey, you’ll see”
Now it’s just dust
Where my heart should be
Told my momma you were the one
Dreamed of a house, little daughter, a son
Picked out names when the night ran long
Now I’m here, can’t tell where I belong
Scroll your page, see you smiling like nothing
Meanwhile I’m here feeling lower than nothing
Staring at the ceiling like, “What if I vanish?”
But I got a life and I can’t just abandon
[Chorus]
First kiss, last nerve
I gave you my best, you gave me your worst
Now I'm staring at my worth like
Is it even worth life?
Say I'm not enough, that cuts deep
I been fighting with the thought I should just leave
But I won't let your lies be the last word
First kiss, last nerve
[Bridge]
You don't get to write my ending (no way)
You don't get to dim my flame
I was broken when you left me
But I'm learning from the pain
I still hear your voice at night
But it don’t control my days
If I made it through your secrets
Then I’ll make it through this phase (yeah)
[Chorus]
First kiss, last nerve
I gave you my best, you gave me your worst
Now I'm staring at my worth like
Is it even worth life?
Say I'm not enough, that cuts deep
I been fighting with the thought I should just leave
But I’m more than every scar that I’ve earned
First kiss, last nerve