[Verse 1]
You left your coat on my chair
Like you still lived here
Like the bruise was a flower
And I watered it all year
Your words were sugar on glass
I kept reaching back
Every apology clean
Every promise coming cracked
[Pre-Chorus]
I knew the edge
I knew the fall
Still I leaned in
Still I took it all
[Chorus]
Hold me, hurt me
Say my name
Pull me close
Then pull away
Hold me, hurt me
I stayed too long
That little wound
Feels like home
[Verse 2]
I counted the good days wrong
Just to make them stay
Kept your voice in my pocket
Like a key I couldn't throw away
You'd go cold for a week
Then you'd smile like rain
And I'd open every door
For the same old ache again
[Pre-Chorus]
I knew the cost
I knew the line
Still I kissed the smoke
And called it mine
[Chorus]
Hold me, hurt me
Say my name
Pull me close
Then pull away
Hold me, hurt me
I stayed too long
That little wound
Feels like home
[Bridge]
I saw the mirror
I saw the chain
Saw my hands
Still reaching for the pain
If I leave
Who am I?
Just a girl in the dark
Learning how to survive
[Final Chorus]
Hold me, hurt me
Say my name
Pull me close
Then pull away
Hold me, hurt me
I let you own
That little wound
But not my bones
Hold me, hurt me
Not again
I can want you
And still say end