(Verse 1)
I saw you laughing with her tonight
Like everything’s perfect in her light
And yeah, I want you to be okay
But damn, it hurts in a different way
(Pre-Chorus)
I'm at a fire I can’t control
Burning deep inside my soul
I’m smiling, but it’s just pretend
Wishing I could be your end
(Chorus)
I’m suffering while you smile
Watching you walk that mile
With someone who’s not me
And it’s killing quietly
I’m happy for you, or maybe not
Caught in this twisted knot
Between loving you and breaking apart
Jealousy’s tearing up my heart
(Verse 2)
You said you hoped I’d find someone new
But I’m still stuck here thinking of you
How can I be glad when it’s not me?
How do I let go and just be free?
(Pre-Chorus)
I'm in a fire I can’t control
Burning deep inside my soul
I’m smiling, but it’s just pretend
Wishing I could be your end
(Chorus)
I’m suffering while you smile
Watching you walk that mile
With someone who’s not me
And it’s killing quietly
I’m happy for you, or maybe not
Caught in this twisted knot
Between loving you and breaking apart
You both are tearing up my heart
(Bridge)
Maybe one day I’ll feel peace
But right now, this fire won’t cease
I want you happy, I want you free
But why’s it gotta hurt so deeply?
(Final Chorus)
I’m suffering while you smile
Watching you walk that mile
With someone who’s not me
And it’s killing quietly
I’m happy for you, or maybe not
Caught in this twisted knot
Between loving you and breaking apart
You both are tearing up my heart