So many things

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So many things to be pondering discussions discussing disgusting disrespectful people and things.  Places reality, story's.  Real and fake.  Clean living  down and dirty.  Verbally verbalize visions visualizing version Verbally.  
[Vers]
Visualizing vanishing version of me having different visions what could be. What should have been annd what still can..
Parallel. Dimensions. Reality.  What will be will be. Stop overthinking.  That's the version of me truly.  Thinking about everything everyway.  Different posabilatys.  Good, bad , happy , sad. Times never had ,time spent,  and time to come. What did you or will you do what are you doing.. brain working overtime overthinking overwhelming things. 
Brain on over load.  Trying to keep a positive mode version of me visually looking fine I'm thinking. Visualizing I'm doing  nicely excisting what is seemingly regularly. People person  peopleing.  Posativaly. Pretending to be understanding everybody.  Lost tossed,  don't really understand or know.  Lacking some knowledge on everything. Wondering allot though.
[Loop]
So many things to be pondering discussions discussing disgusting disrespectful people and things.  Places reality, story's.  Real and fake.  Clean living  down and dirty.  Verbally verbalize visions visualizing version Verbally.  
[Vers]
Think thoughts overthinking going to deep. Can't do shallow.  Depth is substance sustainable thought process seeming to impress myself.  Ideas and things.  Pondering trying to understand have some understanding.  Lost but found at the same time can you dig it. Is it even diggable. Worth digging into my brain.  Learning the proses of my thinking.  Thoughts thoughtful thoughtfully thinking stuff making my reality expand.  Excitingly enticing me. Curious.  Curiously taping into my curiosity full of curiosities.  Pondering different things happening seeing if anything starts coming around to me subliminally in my thinking.  Overwhelming feeling of something unexplainable happening to me i believe  i think. Knowing preparation preparing being prepared not pretending to be faking understanding of 
[Loop]
So many things to be pondering discussions discussing disgusting disrespectful people and things.  Places reality, story's.  Real and fake.  Clean living  down and dirty.  Verbally verbalize visions visualizing version Verbally.  

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