[Verse]
Heart's a war drum, beatin' in my chest,
Peace feels foreign, I can't digest.
Sittin' in silence, my brain combusts,
The quiet's a cage, the calm collects dust.
Sweat drips heavy, like lead in my veins,
Normal feels crooked, my mind's in chains.
Every breath a battle, every blink a brawl,
Try to stand still, but I'm built to fall.
[Chorus]
Chaos is my comfort, my cradle, my curse,
Born in the flames, I rehearse and reverse.
Wanna taste peace, but it don’t taste right,
I’m a storm chaser lost in the dead of night.
[Verse 2]
Therapy sessions feel like interrogations,
Quiet streets like ghost town invasions.
Chasin' shadows, adrenaline's my ghost,
Normal’s the enemy I fear the most.
I try to breathe, but the air feels thin,
Battle junky mind, where do I begin?
The world’s too soft, my edge too sharp,
A broken violin in a world of harps.
[Bridge]
Hands twitch, knees itch, I’m cursed to roam,
Chaos is my compass, it points me home.
Peace is a mirage, a cruel façade,
In the calm, I’m a beast, a loose cannon outlawed.