Beggin’ For Change

I don't know why I even try
Seems like when I do, I always cry
I opened the door to my heart
She grabbed ahold and tore it apart
Told myself that she was the one
After last night I'd say we're done

I thought she was different but she's just the same
She took it all cept my last name
Now I'm standing here with my hat in hand
I'm begging for change, Lord change this man

First time I saw her, I fell in love
Thought she was an angel sent from above
Worked up the courage to say that first line
That's when I told me, one day she'd be mine
Just can't believe that I have been so wrong
All I'm left with is this damned old song

I thought she was different but she's just the same
She took it all cept my last name
Now I'm standing here with my hat in hand
I'm begging for change, Lord change this man

Lonely in the dark in this old Ashley chair
Just another reminder that life ain't always fair
I'd like to think I'm made of steel
But her hammer to my heart did reveal
I'm just a weak and broken man
Gotta try & pick up the pieces if I can

It's really over
I'm not sober
I scream out her name
Empty bottles
Cranked up throttle
I gotta get away
Teardrops are fallin
She ain't callin
Not sure why I tried

I wonder if she cried......

I thought she was different but she's just the same
She took it all cept my last name
Now I'm standing here with my hat in hand
I'm begging for change, Lord change this man 

I don't need pennies
I don't need dimes
All I need is whiskey & time....

Hurtful bluegrass infused country