Looking Back - Updated Version

[Verse]
Empty bottles can't hold the tears lost in the flood
Ripped up pictures can't patch a heart wrapped in mud
You were the map but the roads are burning still
Now I'm stranded questioning the meaning of my will
[Chorus]
You were supposed to be the fire in my dark
Now I'm left chasing echoes torn apart
Where do I go streets are screaming in the black
Can't find a way forward when I keep looking back
[Verse 2]
My hands tremble the weight of your ghost too much
Every corner whispers your name cold touch
Rewind the clock no signal no rewind
Your love was a trap and now I'm confined
[Bridge]
You were the answer now I’m stuck with the void
Mismatched puzzle pieces life’s been destroyed
Crawling on jagged edges to find something true
But every stone rolls back and leads me to you
[Chorus]
You were supposed to be the fire in my dark
Now I'm left chasing echoes torn apart
Where do I go streets are screaming in the black
Can't find a way forward when I keep looking back
[Verse 3]
Do I bury this wreckage or carry its weight
Every turn mocks me like it's sealed in my fate
Shattered dreams shards cutting deep like knives
What do I do now when love can't survive
[Rapped Bridge]
Looking back, can't do it anymore
Loved you once, but that was way before
Chasing echoes, a reminder of postwar
Once u was my fire, now I just mainly ignore
No more pain, no suffering encore
Looking back, I took the fucking detour
It's riddled with pain, it's hurting hardcore
Roads are burning but I moved Nextdoor
Needed time to rest, needed time to restore
Now I keep my fucking heart in the bottom drawer
So I can fucking explore, 
Learn from my mistakes, fuck this fucking whore
[Chorus]
You were supposed to be the fire in my dark
Now I'm left chasing echoes torn apart
Where do I go streets are screaming in the black
Can't find a way forward when I keep looking back

Modern Trap, rap with Deep 808s and Atmospheric Synths, nu metal, echoed vocals, fast guitars, fast drums, jam session