Lost in My Own Choosing

Whispers of a broken heart

Echoes in the dark

Gave everything, but it was never enough

Lost in shadows, caught in the rough

Fell for illusions, now I’m falling through

Nothing left to hold on to

Can’t escape this ache inside

Tearing me apart no matter how I try

Limit of my breaking point,

Fading into the night

I gave all for nothing, lost in the pain

Bridges burned, yet I remain

Drowning slow, in my own choosing,

Silent screams, no more voicing

Every sacrifice, a silent cry

Heart heavy, asking why

Losing grip on what was real

This ache too deep to heal

Can’t escape this ache inside

Tearing me apart no matter how I try

Limit of my breaking point,

Fading into the night

I gave all for nothing, lost in the pain

Bridges burned, yet I remain

Drowning slow, in my own choosing,

Silent screams, no more voicing

Fading into shadows, where hope used to glow

Carried by the sorrow, nowhere left to go

Eyes cry out for mercy, but none will come

Falling further in a silence, undone

Slowly drowning, lost in my awakening

Nothing left but memories, forsaking

Slowing fading out

Tuning out all the sounds

I can’t breatheeeee

Lord save me