Thoughts pt 3!

[Female narrator] I wish I could find a way to kill myself, but suicide isn’t the answer.

Get these thoughts out of my head and out of my MIND!!

I wish I could find a way,

To silently fade away,

Because I don’t know if I want to live

For another day!

Then I met you,

You helped me through,

And I hoped you wouldn’t

Be the same!

So why did I even try?

There’s only one way,

To make me go away,

That’s to take a gun to my head…

And set me free!

I don’t know why,

I ever opened up,

Maybe it’s because,

I had enough.

Of all the shit and lies,

That where fed to me

But holding you

Made me SMILE!

So take all those dreams,

Flush them all away,

And get the fuck away,

Before I die!

Holding you for the first time,

Feels the same as the last time.

We had no expectations for sex,

And I wish I could have that back.

But now all you want from me,

Is to fuck!

Just take the gun…

Point it at me…

Pull the trigger,

And set me free.

Then just run,

So far away,

As you can get,

Away from me.

[Female narrator] cause I’m a useless piece of shit anyway