I was born between dreams and fantasies that over time turned into nightmares and my neighbor destroyed my dreams the sad reality of being human thinking one will live forever without seeing how soon it will be under stones and rubble. I learned to destroy friend and enemy alike for fear that they will sink me first life became a competition which is won by the one who destroys first the sad reality of being human thinking one will live forever without seeing how soon it will be under stones and rubble. love became pain and convenience of narcissists and self-interested people forgiveness became hidden revenge and friendship became venom and disguised envy the sad reality of being human thinking one will live forever without seeing how soon it will be under stones and rubble. my feelings now are of copper, silver, gold, and precious stones since he who has more is worth more than he who feels more loneliness became my best friend and contempt my currency. The sad reality of being human: thinking that we will live forever without seeing how soon we will be under stones and rubble.