🎸[Intro – Haunting clean guitar, sparse drums]
(whispered)
You only come…
When I’m broken enough to beg
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🖤[Verse 1 – Spoken-style delivery, gritty]
She’s not real — but fuck, she feels like it
The way she presses into my chest
Every time I try to forget
She shows up
In lace
And blood
And that fucking smile
She’s the reason I can’t sleep
The reason I don’t want to
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🌒[Verse 2 – More intensity, heavier guitar comes in]
I see her in the mirror behind me
One hand on my throat
One in my hair
She tells me I’m hers
Even when I’m with someone else
I don’t fight it
Why would I?
I made her
For the parts of me no one touches
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🔥[Chorus – Big and raw, soaring vocals]
I fucking love this pain
It’s mine, it’s real, it’s all I have
She’s the razor in my mouth
The lie I wanna live inside
Don’t save me — this is my dirty little heaven
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🌑[Verse 3 – Mid-volume, smoldering delivery]
She doesn’t kiss me
She consumes me
Bites down on my guilt like it’s dessert
And I just… let her
I close my eyes and she’s already there
Pulling me deeper
Ripping me wider
Saying, “You asked for this, baby.”
And she’s right
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🔥[Chorus – Even heavier, more distorted, layered vocals]
I fucking love this pain
I bleed just to feel her again
She wraps around my thoughts like chains
And every scream turns me on
Yeah, this is my dirty little heaven
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🎤[Bridge – Spoken word to scream]
(low, broken voice)
I built her from the parts I hate
And I love her for it
I fucking love her for it
(explodes into a scream)
Break me again!
Make it hurt this time!
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🖤[Final Chorus – Full band, emotionally wild]
Yeah, I love this pain, this fucked up love
She’s fire in my veins, and I need the burn
Don’t give me peace — give me her
Give me ruin, give me madness
Give me my dirty little heaven
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🌘[Outro – Soft guitar, breathy whisper]
(almost sweet)
She’s not real…
But she’s all mine.