What's that shit

Crazy love. 1 minute making love kisses for you next thing it's nothing but a big fukk you. But for some reason you can't let it go. You gotta understand. Letting your limits get pushed hard as you can. Doing everything in you to hold it together. Not losing control. Emotions flooding your soul. Holding your breath. Wishing it was over hoping it would stop. praying for silence. Pushed to the point your never coming back. Stressed out anxiety feelings like a heart attack. No love coming back heart braking. Happy faded.

Crazy love head spinning mind racing. Chest hurts heart cracked with a Lump in your throat. It's fukked up loving 1 moment followed by a fukk you. Lost really don't know what to do can't turn love off like that. Trying to understand all that. It's crazy love need to run fast. Feeling stuck.

Can't seem to find an escape. Crazy worried about your love but just getting attacked. Can't walk away knowing you need to do that. Stomach Flippin sick feelings. How can it be like that. Crazy love situations. Pain always coming back. Good for a minute the a big smack. It's crazy. Embarrassing depressing don't know how to act. Nights crying. Short breth. Nothing is how you expected world giving no slack. Can't figure out the cause of the attack. Over and over again. Overwhelming feelings. Fear is swelling around everything. No coming back.

Crazy love head spinning mind racing. Chest hurts heart cracked with a Lump in your throat. It's fukked up loving 1 moment followed by a fukk you. Lost really don't know what to do can't turn love off like that. Trying to understand all that. It's crazy love need to run fast. Feeling stuck.

A crazy love can't find the way. Trapped now way you can see out no doubt it's gonna end bad. Tears of sorrow and relief at the end. This rope can't break until then. A straw to break that fukkin camels back. Crazy love attack again. Nothing can be good enough. Un believable situations m. That crazy love 1 minute it's all love boom fukk you next time I love you. Pow fukk off now. I don't understand what the fukk. Lost in crazy love. Never knowing who I'm gonna wake up with. Lover or strate up killa. Crazy love can't get out. No chance of survival. Jail dead or hospital the options unfortunately crazy crazy love fukk me.

Crazy love head spinning mind racing. Chest hurts heart cracked with a Lump in your throat. It's fukked up loving 1 moment followed by a fukk you. Lost really don't know what to do can't turn love off like that. Trying to understand all that. It's crazy love need to run fast. Feeling stuck.