Verse
learned early how to stay quiet
How to bleed without leaving a stain
I watched love turn into a weapon
And hope get buried with names
I learned how to sleep with my eyes open
And how to smile, through the rot
How to pray to a ceiling
That never answered back
Pre-Chorus
I wasn’t saved, but still survived
There’s a difference they don’t like
(Don't like)
Chorus
I will either find a way
or I’ll make one
Even if it costs what’s left of me
If the road demands a body,
I’ll take one
I"m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way
or I’ll make one
already half a ghost,
( you see)
Verse
I carry a voice, it's sounds like a verdict
It says “you don’t belong,”
Every mirror feels just like a
crime scene,
Where I bury who I could’ve been
(could’ve been)
tasted the edge of the ending,
stared at the comfort of black
But something ugly keeps me breathing
Refusing to not come back
(Not come back)
Pre-Chorus
I don’t believe in destiny
I believe in teeth and will
I believe in dragging myself
Where nothing else will
Chorus
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
Even if it costs what’s left of me
If the road demands a body, I’ll take one
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost,
(you see)
Bridge
There is no light at the end of this
just me still standing here,
(Still unfinished)
But i didn’t crawl.
Just built a room and
learned to stand there tall
Final Chorus
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
Even if it costs what’s left of me
If the road demands a body, I’ll take one
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost,
(you see)
Even if I’m torn apart
I’m already half a ghost, you see
I will either find a way or I’ll make one
already half a ghost, you see