[Verse 1]
Coffee’s gone cold on the nightstand
Name on a tag in a cardboard box
Black ink dates on a hospital band
I keep reading them till my heartbeat stops
Photos face-down in a shoebox
His jacket still hanging by the door
Every “I’m fine” was a landmine
Now I’m crying on the kitchen floor
[Chorus]
This is what it feels like
After the sirens fade
When the cameras pack up
And the flowers all decay
We’re the ones still holding
All the names they never say
This is what it feels like
After the sirens fade
[Verse 2]
She learned to smile for the phone calls
Mascara armor on her eyes
Signed every form like a soldier
Till the pen finally ran dry
All of their birthdays on calendars
Circles drawn in a shaking hand
Every “we’re praying” was paper
Now it’s ashes slipping through her hands
[Chorus]
This is what it feels like
After the sirens fade
When the music cuts out
And the colors wash to gray
We’re the ones still counting
Every breath they couldn’t take
This is what it feels like
After the sirens fade
[Bridge]
[stomp clap clap stomp]
We held it in (stomp)
Till it burned our lungs (clap clap stomp)
We laughed too loud (stomp)
So we wouldn’t come undone (clap clap stomp)
[stomp clap clap stomp]
We bit our tongues (stomp)
Till they tasted steel (clap clap stomp)
Now every tear (stomp)
Is a way to heal (clap clap stomp)
[stomp clap clap stomp]
Say their names (stomp)
Till the walls all shake (clap clap stomp)
Feel the fear (stomp)
Let your heart still break (clap clap stomp)
[stomp clap clap stomp]
We’re still here (stomp)
We’re still breathing air (clap clap stomp)
In the quiet
In the crying
We are all their prayer
[Chorus]
This is what it feels like
After the sirens fade
When the stages go dark
But the empty beds remain
We’re the ones still singing
For the lives that pain has changed
This is what it feels like
After the sirens
After the sirens fade