Verse 1
3 a.m., shadows on the wall
Phone don’t ring, I don’t call
Heart too heavy, mind too loud
Smiling in a room full of crowds
Pain sitting deep in my chest
Tryna act like I’m my best
Got demons dancing in my head
Things I feel but never said
Pre-Chorus
I been running from the truth
Self-medicating just to lose
All the thoughts I can’t escape
Tryna numb it all away
Chorus
I’m fighting drug addiction just to feel okay
Depression got me drowning every single day
Anxiety be screaming, won’t let me sleep
I’m surrounded, still alone with me
In this isolation, I’m barely holding on
Looking for the light but the night feels long
I’m breaking, but I’m still breathing
Even when my soul feels gone
Verse 2
Mirror talking back to me
Saying I ain’t who I used to be
I wear the scars under my skin
Hide the war I’m fighting within
Love feels distant, trust feels fake
Every promise feels like it breaks
I push away the ones who care
Then wonder why nobody’s there
Pre-Chorus
I don’t know how to ask for help
Pride too strong, I blame myself
Trying to heal but I’m afraid
Of the silence when I’m awake
Chorus
I’m fighting drug addiction just to feel okay
Depression got me drowning every single day
Anxiety be screaming, won’t let me sleep
I’m surrounded, still alone with me
In this isolation, I’m barely holding on
Looking for the light but the night feels long
I’m breaking, but I’m still breathing
Even when my soul feels gone
Bridge
If I fall, will you catch me?
If I cry, will you see?
I don’t wanna feel this lonely
But I don’t know how to be free
I been lost inside my head
Tryna make peace with the pain
Maybe healing starts with saying
“I’m not okay”
Chorus (Final)
Yeah, the pain don’t disappear overnight
But I’m learning how to stay and fight
Depression, anxiety, they know my name
But I won’t let them be my grave
Even in isolation, I’m learning to hold on
Through the darkest nights, I see the dawn
I’m scarred, I’m tired, but I’m breathing
And that means I’m not gone
Outro
Still here…
Still breathing…
Yeah.
