Addiction 2

Yo, I’m strung out, lost in the haze,

Mind's a maze, these drugs got me dazed,

I’m just missin’ my plays,

Flexin’ on the edge, livin’ life in a blaze.

I’m a honky with a problem, yeah, I’m ready to rumble,

Heart’s beatin’ fast, but inside I’m a jumble,

Nights get dark, see the world start to crumble,

Chasin’ shadows, feelin’ low like I’m humble.

High on the struggle, can’t get no sleep,

Brawlin’ with demons, I’m knee-deep,

Screwed up on life, man, the pain runs deep,

Ballin’ with my vices, it’s hard to keep.

Rollin’ with my bro, but I’m lost in the smoke,

Every hit, every sip, feels like a cruel joke,

Broken promises, yeah, that’s how I cope,

Livin’ like a king, but inside I’m a dope.

Dancin’ with danger, I’m drunk on this thrill,

Life’s a hard lesson, but I’m teachin’ it still,

Run from my past, but it’s chasin’ me still,

Stackin’ these thoughts, yeah, I’m packin’ my will.

High on the struggle, can’t get no sleep,

Brawlin’ with demons, I’m knee-deep,

Screwed up on life, man, the pain runs deep,

Ballin’ with my vices, it’s hard to keep.

So I’m ridin’ this wave, can’t drown in my sorrow,

One day I’ll rise, maybe bright like tomorrow,

But tonight, I’m lost, in this drug-fueled horror,

High on the struggle, but I won’t beg or borrow.