I’m not falling by FunhouseRadio - Zona

I’m not falling by FunhouseRadio - Zona

Lyrics

[with the bridge to increase the tempo from 80bpm to 120bpm but slow it back down to 80bpm when it goes back to the final chorus]

[Verse 1 ]

I thought I made myself from scratch

But I talk like them, I break like that

I wear my damage way too clean

Like it never learned how to leave

never learned how to leave

I swear I’m older, swear I’m fine

But I freeze at love every time

I call it fear, I call it fate

But it’s history I can’t escape

[Pre chorus ]

I say I’m good, I say I’m past it

Why does it still hurt this badly?

[First chorus ]

I didn’t know my past would stay

In every word I’m scared to say

I thought I changed, I thought I grew

But I’m still shaped by what I knew

I pull away before I bleed

I ruin things preemptively

I didn’t know it lived in me

Like quiet gravity

[Verse 2 ]

I learned to read the room too well

Learned silence before I learned myself

I overthink every goodbye

Like love’s just something that passes by

I trace my habits back to home

Where “don’t feel” felt like being strong

I swear I’m trying not to be

Everything they made of me

[Pre chorus ]

I’m not a kid, so why do I

Still feel like I’m about to cry?

about to cry?

[Second chorus ]

I didn’t know my past would stay

In every word I’m scared to say

I thought I changed, I thought I grew

But I’m still shaped by what I knew

I pull away before I bleed

I ruin things preemptively

I didn’t know it lived in me

Like quiet gravity

[Bridge ]

If I let it go, who am I?

If I stop bracing, will I survive?

I don’t know where I end and they begin

I just know I’m tired of carrying it

[Final chorus ]

I didn’t know healing hurt like this

Unlearning what I thought was fixed

I’m not broken, just built this way

(not broken)

By nights I never talk about today

I still feel it under my feet

Still pulling hard when I try to leave

I didn’t know it lived in me

Like quiet gravity

(gravity)

[Outro ]

I’m not falling (I’m not falling)

I’m just finally letting myself feel it (feel it)

I’m not falling (I’m not falling)

I’m just finally letting myself feel it (feel it)

finally

finally