Spoken word poetry

I know it’s away from me. Life is so hard. I’m trying to find my way trying not to astray i’m not OK. I tried to stay, but I always get away to run away please God don’t walk away or I will lose my way. Please stay I know I need to pray. Life is hard. I need you more. I need your anointing or to be my soil please don’t throw me away. I need you Lord, hold my hand so I can stand falling on my knees. I need to keep praying. I’m just saying life is hard trying to stay strong trying to hold on, but I don’t know how long seem like everything‘s going wrong, please Guy tell me where do I belong? I’m trying every day to stay headstrong tired of laying in my bed, singing the old songs I know you in heaven God sitting at the right hand of your throne. I’m tired of being alone with you is where I belong. I know I can count on you to carry me through I’m just looking for something new, the only hope I got is you?