Faded calls

(Yeah…)

Another night, another faded call,

I don’t even know if I care at all…

I’ve been runnin’ from my thoughts again,

Late night, phone light, messages I never send.

Heartbreak’s startin’ to feel like a friend,

Every time I heal, I break again.

Shadows dancin’ on my bedroom wall,

Say they love me but they never call.

Empty bottles on my nightstand fall,

I still feel nothin’ at all.

Feelin’ lost, I’m driftin’ slow,

Got pain in my chest they’ll never know.

Dreams fade fast like the afterglow,

And I still chase things I should let go.

All these memories in my phone,

Play like movies when I’m alone.

Every smile cuts to the bone,

Love turned cold, I turned to stone.

I’ve been runnin’ from my thoughts again,

Late night, phone light, messages I never send.

Heartbreak’s startin’ to feel like a friend,

Every time I heal, I break again.

And I know I fall too deep,

Every secret I can’t keep.

If I vanish in my sleep,

Would you even lose your peace?

So if I fade away tonight,

Promise you won’t dim your light.

Play my songs, I’ll be alright,

Just me and my demons, ridin’ through the night.