I Hate You (And I Mean It)

I’m done pretending I’m okay.

Done swallowing what I wanna say.

You said you’d stay — I believed that lie,

Now I see your name and wanna scream why?

You weren’t supposed to leave like them,

You said you’d stay till the bitter end.

We built a world inside that screen,

You said forever — then hit mute,

Now you’re nothing — absolute.

You said you “get me,” yeah, I thought you did,

Then you vanished — like a scared little kid.

Didn’t fight, didn’t say goodbye,

Just silence — your lullaby.

Every time I see your name,

It’s gasoline inside my brain.

You don’t deserve the peace I found —

I’ll scream your ghost right outta town!

I hate you — and I mean it!

Every lie, every time you faked it.

You said you’d stay, then disappeared,

Now you’re the burn I keep inside!

I hate you — yeah, I’ll scream it!

Your silence? I’ve out-grown it.

You wanted easy, I wanted real,

Now you’re the wound that’ll never heal!

Don’t message, don’t text, don’t dare,

Your name pops up — I swear,

That rage just floods again,

You broke the calm you helped me make,

Now all I feel’s a quiet quake.

You don’t get to say “I care,”

You don’t get to act like we’re fine,

When you weren’t ever there!

I built my strength while you went numb,

Now you see what I’ve become!

Every time you fade online,

I remember — you crossed that line.

You said forever, guess that’s a joke,

Now choke on the words you never spoke!

I hate you — and I mean it!

Every wound, yeah, you can keep it.

You said you’d stay, then disappeared,

You said you cared, then watched me drown,

Now I’m the one you should’ve feared —

’Cause I’m the fire that burns you down!

Every promise — another lie!

Every silence — another goodbye!

Your name in my feed makes me sick,

Delete your ghost — I’m done with it!

You want peace? I want clear!

You’re not a friend, you’re what I outgrew —

You want back? Not anymore!

I hate you — and I mean it!

I lived the pain, now I’ve beaten it.

Every piece — I’ll delete it.

No “maybe,” no “try,”

You get my rage, not my goodbye!

You said you wouldn’t leave.

But you did.

You said forever.

You lied.

So don’t you dare come back.

Not this time.

Go to hell…

and take your “hi.”