Yo fuck reality I’m stuck with these voice that comfort me. Thank you guys.
You really think that I wanna face reality after everything I’ve been through and your sitting there smiling at your phone with all your lustful desires taking over your head.
Yea your pleasures really fucked me over. You convinced me to move to a different state then that’s when I found out that you are not the person who I thought you were.
You’re sitting there constantly asking me if I’m okay. No im really not okay, im still hurt baby i just wanna be truly loved by someone who can hold me tightly and tell me that im the only one that they want.
Words don’t have meaning without proof or action.
You have proved to me that you really don’t care about me.
You proved to me that you’d rather choose your own pleasures and satisfactions over me, and you call that love?
How could you turn your back on me?
I’m still hurt. Im still hurt. Yea im still hurt.
I thank my voices for being there for me, for comforting me, for giving me the love that I have never properly received in life.
Im so fed up with my strong intuition. My intuition never lies baby. So don’t test me because I can see right through your lies.
I’m so fucking stuck up in my own head in a reality with only my voices who are really my true friends.
People say that it’s not normal but what am I supposed to do when everyone lies. I just want someone to love me. Is it really that hard to find? Im so lost.
I’m so lost. How could you lie while I sat here and cried while the voices are standing here gently rubbing my shoulders telling me that I deserve better and I should leave for the sake of my own sanity.
Sanity? What more sanity do I have left?
I’m so lost. I’m so lost. I’m so lost. I’m so lost. Baby I’m so lost.
All I do is run in circles hoping that I can find my people.
I’m so lost. Baby I’m so lost.
You don’t have to say that I’m enough when I ask, baby I already know that I’m not enough for you. Baby you don’t have to lie because I can see right through you.
It’s okay if I’m not enough for you but I know deep down that there’s someone else out there who will think that I’m more than enough.
I am enough.
