Djoutan Doesn’t Love Me

I love Djoutan …

But maybe Djoutan never loved me back…

He looks at me like I’m just another girl,

Someone to use when he feels alone…

Every text from him makes my heart race,

But deep inside, I know my place…

I stay awake all through the night,

Crying softly without a fight…

Ethan, why you play with my feelings?

Why you make my heart keep bleeding?

I gave you love so pure and true,

But all you did was break me in two…

Sometimes you hold me close,

Then act like I mean nothing…

You smile at me one day,

And disappear the next morning…

Still…

I wait for your messages,

I wait for your voice,

Even when loving you destroys me inside…

Maybe I was never enough for Djoutan…

Maybe he only liked the attention…

But I swear nobody could love him

The way I do…

Now I’m standing in the mirror,

Trying to love myself again…

Trying to heal the girl

Ethan never understood…

But even after all the pain…

Part of me still whispers your name…

Djoutan…Djoutan … Djoutan … 💔