[Intro]
All this bad around me
Still I’m tryna see
Static in my head
But something’s calling me
[Verse 1]
Smoke in my lungs
But my mind want clarity
Lost in the scroll
But my soul want honesty
Everybody flexing
All their pretty little tragedies
I been in the back row
Searching for my gravity
[Chorus]
I’m just tryna find myself in all the bad
Find myself in all the bad
Hear my name
Through the noise
Through the crash
I’m just tryna find myself in all the bad
All the bad
All the bad
Till the dark can’t hold me back
[Verse 2]
Late night visions
Colors run and bleed again
Heart still twitching
From the lies I let in
Mirror on the wall
Says
“Boy
You better breathe again”
I answer with a tear
And a quiet little grin
[Outro]
All this bad around me
But I still feel light inside
If I lose my way
I know I’m still alive
In the echo of the 808
I hear me
In the middle of the mess
I find me