Cross my mind

I’ve been findin’ ways to keep from cryin’,

Feelin’ lost, lookin’ through your phone at night.

Can’t believe you’re out here creepin’,

Sayin’ it’s love, but it don’t feel right.

I can’t walk away, not tonight,

But my mind’s out, and you outta sight.

My home ain’t home, my sleep ain’t real,

You got secrets you won’t reveal.

Touchin’ lies, kissin’ ghosts,

Heart so heavy, love hurts the most.

Used to ride with you through fire,

Now I’m dyin’ in the silence, lost in desire.

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I don’t wanna know if he holds you tight,

If he’s better than me when he stays the night.

If you’re playin’ me, keep it low,

My heart can’t take another blow.

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Even though we’re goin’ through it,

Baby, I would die for you, yeah.

Cross my heart and swear I’ll try,

But you're slippin’ and sayin’ goodbye.

And I know what I see in your eyes—

You hate that you want me, still feedin’ the lie.

It ain’t workin’, but I still ride,

'Cause in the end, it’s him and I.

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Mobbin' through shadows, rollin’ solo,

Feelin’ broken in designer logos.

I was cuffin’, I was down to ride,

Now I’m dreamin’ of us in a different life.

Swear we drove each other mad,

Had the love most never had.

But you out there in another scene,

While I’m stuck relivin’ what we used to mean.

Told you I’d never lie,

Now I’m stuck watchin’ you drift by.

Can't even record, got me out my zone,

Feelin' like I'm out here all alone.

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I don’t wanna know if he calls you “babe,”

If he sees you smile the same damn way.

If you're creepin’, don’t let it show,

I already feel it, just don’t let me know.

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Even though we’re goin’ through it,

Baby, I would die for you, yeah.

Keep it real, you know I tried,

But you won’t look me in the eye.

You said forever, you said ride,

Now you’re hidin’ in the night.

If you're better off that way,

Then don’t come back, just walk away.

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Cross my heart, hope to die,

Swear I’d kill the pain inside.

Hold me close or let me go,

But don’t you lie, don’t fake the show.

I’d take a life, I’d take a fall,

You was my down one through it all.

Now I’m speedin’ up this empty road,

One hand on the wheel, the other gone cold.

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Even though you’re gone, I’m still here,

Sayin' na-na-na, cryin’ in fear.

In the end, I won’t deny—

I loved you more than I knew why.

Yeah, in the end,

It’s still him and I.