She was never second plan
In my eys She was my future
My bright plan
[Verse 1]
Sorry but I need to lie.
I need to lie because with you I will die.
I'm lieing to people to myself.
I'm lieing that I found a girl.
[Pre-Chorus]
I won't even search.
Not for a year.
I keep my face so still
when your name cuts through the air.
[Chorus]
I need to lie, I need to lie
Because with you I will die
I won't even search
Not for a year
I need to lie, I need to lie
(need to lie)
Because I still love you
Because I still love you
[Verse 2]
I'm living to people to myself.
I'm living that I found a girl.
Every smile is a borrowed coat
and every word feels hard to wear.
[Pre-Chorus]
I won't even search.
Not for a year.
If I look too hard
I'll find you everywhere.
[Chorus]
I need to lie, I need to lie
Because with you I will die
I won't even search
Not for a year
I need to lie, I need to lie
(need to lie)
Because I still love you
Because I still love you
[Bridge]
Maybe one day I'll tell the truth
when my hands don't shake like this.
But tonight I wear the better story
just to get through what I miss
.
[Final Chorus]
I need to lie, I need to lie
Because with you I will die
I won't even search
Not for a year
I need to lie, I need to lie
(need to lie)
Because I still love you
Because I still love you
(Solo)
Yea Im living to you because I love you
I can't see you sad
But I'm making you like that
So if I need to go lock myself in a room
I will do
I will do that for a year
Maybe then I won't have fear
But I started to see
That real problem is in me
MrMM
