What that cell made me see

Verse 1
August heat and a quiet house
Seven years, he fought that fight
Took his last breath that morning 
I thought I knew what hurt could be
But life was just startin’ to humble me

Pre-Chorus
Yeah, I stood there strong, didn’t break apart
But that was just the first crack in my heart

Chorus
Now I’m lookin’ in a mirror I don’t recognize
Tryin’ to find that man I was before all the lies
Every road I took just led me to regret
Every “I’ll change someday” I never changed yet
I let love go, I let myself fall apart
Took losin’ it all just to see who you are
Yeah, I ran from truth, now I’m payin’ the fee
Funny how a jail cell made me see

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Verse 2
Cancun lights and ocean breeze
Dropped to one knee 
Heart beat so hard I could barely breathe
When she said “yes” it rescued me
Tears in her eyes, hands shakin’ mine
Swore to God I’d get it right

Pre-Chorus
But promises fade when you lose your way
And I became a man I hate

Chorus
Now I’m lookin’ in a mirror I don’t recognize
Tryin’ to find that man I was before all the lies
Every road I took just led me to regret
Every “I’ll change someday” I never changed yet
I let love go, I let myself fall apart
Took losin’ it all just to see who you are
Yeah, I ran from truth, now I’m payin’ the fee
Funny how a jail cell made me see

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Verse 3
October came, she packed her things
Said she was done with broken dreams
I watched her walk, I let her leave
Didn’t fight for what meant everything to me.

Now I’d give anything just to go back
And be the man she thought I’d be.

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Bridge (soft → building)
Four years wearin’ that badge with pride
Had a future I could see in my eyes
Then one mistake, yeah one bad choice
Took my name, my work, my voice
Cold steel bars and a concrete bed
Nothin’ but echoes inside my head
Every failure, every goodbye
Every moment I let pass me by

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Final Chorus (big, emotional)
Now I’m starin’ at a man I don’t wanna be
But maybe rock bottom’s where you finally see
All the love you lost and the dreams you burned
All the hard damn lessons you never learned
Yeah, I broke it all, every piece of my life
Lost my love, my job, and my pride
But if there’s a way to fix what’s left of me
It started in that cell where I learned to see

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Outro (stripped down, quiet)
Yeah, that cell took everything from me
But it showed me the man I don’t wanna be…

Country, male vocal, emotional, slow tempo, strong acoustic guitar