I AM WHO IS

Hired to cry, in the higher, the violence

The louder the chaos, the deeper the silence

Provided no guidance, morality hid

Kindness is dying, we bury what lives

Relying, I’m trying, recoding my errors

A trail full of judgment, reflections in mirrors

For whom does it matter? Who watching the fall?

When giving up’s written, already decided for all

Nature distorted, life twisted in frames

He’ll never arise from the weight of his chains

Study the wise, but they nothing like him

And they wouldn’t accept all the fire within

Fuck all that mindset, my mind trap set

Fuse lit already, no time to forget

Bomb ticking slow but it’s loud in the chest

Blast through the silence, disturb all the rest

Rest in my fines, sip grape like it’s wine

Thirst for the blood, that essence divine

Life out of lifeless, I carve through the flesh

Learning through pain, I evolve through the mess

Who wanted this sight? This cursed design

Darkness aligning, still chasing the shine

Light wouldn’t burst, if the dark never came

Some gotta die just to fuel up the flame

Blocked out the flex, cold ice in my veins

Spark of the urge in these demiurge flames

Emerging, I carry the burdens of weight

Infinite lines that are bending through fate

Flexible circus, reality loops

Deep as the oceans, no signal, no proof

No service, no network of purpose or grace

Why fight the bars that are blocking His face?

God’s signal muted, distortion in sound

Personally cursed by the self that I found

Worst version crafted from splits of my worth

Still learning like children, reborn through the hurt

Soul diving deep in the math of existence

Cracking the code through the herbs and resistance

High but I’m grounded, cold stone in my core

Sparks of perversion, still searching for more

No supervisor controlling the flame

Can make him love worlds that are burning in pain

Love is a fire, don’t grab it too fast

Truth is infernal, it’s built just to last

Walking like Dante, with shadows that guide

Virgil beside me, no place left to hide

Slice off the wings that were given by sin

Fall just to rise, let the real war begin

Christ, the wise master, the son of the One

Monad reflection, the source of the sun

Searching for answers, no proof in my hand

Still carving my path, never trusting the plan

Earning my stripes like a beast in the wild

Lion heart trained with a disciplined style

Killing illusions, not chasing the fame

Virtue the target, not playing the game

Pursuing desire, but less of the need

Temptation is rising, still choosing to bleed

Bow and submission? That’s not how I live

Every hit fatal, got nothing to give

Neck getting severed, my head in the sky

Nobody knew me, just watched me pass by

Now I stand louder than all of the lies…

I AM WHO IS — no disguise.