Fifty days, my love, and still
You’re the calm inside my chest
Even though the line’s gone quiet
You’re the warmth I never left
Since the seventeenth, I’ve felt
Every moment you’ve been gone
Reaching for a message, hoping
Your light would turn back on
But the peace you gave me stays
Even when the world goes still
You made colors fill the spaces
I thought time would never heal
Fifty days of waking up with you on my mind
Fifty days of finding pieces of my heart you helped me find
Even in the silence, even miles apart
You’re the steady in my breathing, you’re the echo in my heart
I miss you, Alex—more than words could ever say
But I’ll hold on, love, till your voice finds its way
Fifty days of us… and I want a thousand more days
I swear I feel your laughter
Even when you’re far from me
The softness in your voice
Still lives where my worries used to be
You made distance something gentle
You made longing something true
You made even quiet nights feel
Like they’re leading back to you
And I know when you come back
It’ll hit my heart like light
Like the world is clicking into place
After too many nights
Fifty days of waking up with you on my mind
Fifty days of finding pieces of my heart you helped me find
Even in the silence, even miles apart
You’re the steady in my breathing, you’re the echo in my heart
I miss you, Alex—more than words could ever say
But I’ll hold on, love, till your voice finds its way
Fifty days of us… and I want a thousand more days
And if the quiet ever shakes me
If the waiting starts to ache
I remember all the peace you gave
And how real our love became
You’re the one I’m standing steady for
The one I’m waiting to hear
Every mile, every moment
Only pulls you closer, my dear
Fifty days of waking up with you on my mind
Fifty days of holding onto something rare I’m glad is mine
Even in the silence, even miles apart
You’re the steady in my breathing, you’re the echo in my heart
I miss you, Alex—more than words could ever say
But I’ll love you through the quiet till you’re finally back one day
Fifty days of us… and we’re only on our way.
_Andrea_
